2/02/2009

Lost

Feel lost again...what is the reason this time?
Is bcos of tireness? loneliness? emptiness? heartbroken?
lost in who m I going to be in future... alone? success in my career? meeting the right guy? doen't know.

love is a lie...for me.
Love is damn far from me.
Lost about whether am I really don't need about men, or what? Men come, I run...is what i react to them...I m sick! I think... i m independent sometimes, i m anxoius abt love sometimes...who am i gonna to be? I m lost!

After 3 yrs being single, I am secured in this comfort zone, not hurt no pain...Not believe in love, men actually...haha...men are horrible when their love is fooling around on me...so I was away from good and bad men, somehow I still feeling lost!

Time flies...nothing will be remembered forever... time will make people forget, forgive...
Time will always a cure for heart break, doesn't it?
Time will ease the pain, this is what people always say to comfort a heart broken person.
So, let the time ease my pain & show me to the brighten path...clear my blue & sorrowness...
Lost again ...why?
Only me alone knew the reason.

Lost, hope not so long..life is short...so, dear, don't waste ur precious time for being lost! Never regret in anything u did...Always remind & encourage myself...

I m proud of being what i m...those experience are valuable for me...always appreciated...
Need to love myself much than try to please others...
be tough, be strong, be sentimental ...be passion !!! be loved!

I am ready, ready for another relationship!
I think I m better than before, in my future relationship...

God, pls always be there to me, to listen, to hint, to bless...before i m truthly fall in love again...
Sorry, I m not a good follower, but I m praying hard today for ur Love...Love me, like what i did...
Love... ...

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