2/27/2009

遥远的距离是。。。

张晓娴的经典名句,我很喜欢,但是第一次看到这名句,真的很震撼!!



「世上最遙遠的距離,

不是生與死的距離,

不是天各一方,

而是我就站在你面前,

你卻不知道我愛你。」


我看了都好有feeling..

The furthest distance in the world

is not between life and death

but when i stand in front of you

yet you don't know that i love you



The furthest distance in the world

is not when i stand in front of you

yet you can't see my love

but when undoubtedly knowing the love from both

yet cannot be togehter



The furthest distance in the world

is not being apart while being in love

but when plainly can not resist the yearning

yet pretending you have never been in my heart



The furthest distance in the world

but using one's indifferent heart

to dig an uncrossable river

for the one who loves you

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忘记一段逝去的感情、
忘记一个已经不爱你的人,
那个过程,就像戒除毒瘾一样痛苦。
毒瘾发作的时候,
你痛苦得全身发抖、身体扭曲、五内翻腾,
你恨不得一头撞向墙壁,
你倒在地上挣扎,痛哭流涕,失去了做人的尊严。
可是,谁叫你吸毒?
凡事都有代价?
开始的时候你就应该知道

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假如沒有和你開始,我會不會有另外的際遇?
不管會有怎樣結果,我還是情願與你相逢,
因為,我更想體會和你相愛的滋味。

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失望,有時候也是一種幸福,
因為有所期待,所以才會失望,
因為有愛,才會有期待,
所以縱使失望,也是一種幸福,
雖然這種幸福有點痛。

2/03/2009

累,也只有这样地形容我今天的状况。
今天,终于看开了,不再缅怀那段不值得留念的感情。三年了,就算等,也已足够了。是时候放生,让自己自由了。
我,好想去享受下一段恋情,就算心里明白,自己已失去爱一个人的勇气。也不再有人能让我爱的深与沈重。。。因为,世间往往都是,能陪你一起白头偕老的那一个,不是你的最爱。 so, 为何执迷不悟的单念那个不会珍惜你的人?
累了,真累了。我渴望那个能让我依靠的肩膀,愿意挡担我的胸膛。。。我需要依靠。。。我要一位愿意拯救我从孤寂深渊的王子。。。
累,因在苦苦挣扎生存,为生活,为理想,为责任,为父母,为金钱,为权利,为地位。。。
累了,所以无暇追求爱情,无胆再闯情关,再次回想曾经经历的沧桑,刺痛的感受。。。
我真累了,请那个下一位仁兄,快来拯救我!!!从此脱离苦难。。。幸福快乐一辈子。

2/02/2009

Lost

Feel lost again...what is the reason this time?
Is bcos of tireness? loneliness? emptiness? heartbroken?
lost in who m I going to be in future... alone? success in my career? meeting the right guy? doen't know.

love is a lie...for me.
Love is damn far from me.
Lost about whether am I really don't need about men, or what? Men come, I run...is what i react to them...I m sick! I think... i m independent sometimes, i m anxoius abt love sometimes...who am i gonna to be? I m lost!

After 3 yrs being single, I am secured in this comfort zone, not hurt no pain...Not believe in love, men actually...haha...men are horrible when their love is fooling around on me...so I was away from good and bad men, somehow I still feeling lost!

Time flies...nothing will be remembered forever... time will make people forget, forgive...
Time will always a cure for heart break, doesn't it?
Time will ease the pain, this is what people always say to comfort a heart broken person.
So, let the time ease my pain & show me to the brighten path...clear my blue & sorrowness...
Lost again ...why?
Only me alone knew the reason.

Lost, hope not so long..life is short...so, dear, don't waste ur precious time for being lost! Never regret in anything u did...Always remind & encourage myself...

I m proud of being what i m...those experience are valuable for me...always appreciated...
Need to love myself much than try to please others...
be tough, be strong, be sentimental ...be passion !!! be loved!

I am ready, ready for another relationship!
I think I m better than before, in my future relationship...

God, pls always be there to me, to listen, to hint, to bless...before i m truthly fall in love again...
Sorry, I m not a good follower, but I m praying hard today for ur Love...Love me, like what i did...
Love... ...