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失望，有時候也是一種幸福，
因為有所期待，所以才會失望，
因為有愛，才會有期待，
所以縱使失望，也是一種幸福，
雖然這種幸福有點痛。

累

累，也只有这样地形容我今天的状况。
今天，终于看开了，不再缅怀那段不值得留念的感情。三年了，就算等，也已足够了。是时候放生，让自己自由了。
我，好想去享受下一段恋情，就算心里明白，自己已失去爱一个人的勇气。也不再有人能让我爱的深与沈重。。。因为，世间往往都是，能陪你一起白头偕老的那一个，不是你的最爱。 so, 为何执迷不悟的单念那个不会珍惜你的人？
累了，真累了。我渴望那个能让我依靠的肩膀，愿意挡担我的胸膛。。。我需要依靠。。。我要一位愿意拯救我从孤寂深渊的王子。。。
累，因在苦苦挣扎生存，为生活，为理想，为责任，为父母，为金钱，为权利，为地位。。。
累了，所以无暇追求爱情，无胆再闯情关，再次回想曾经经历的沧桑，刺痛的感受。。。
我真累了，请那个下一位仁兄，快来拯救我！！！从此脱离苦难。。。幸福快乐一辈子。

Lost

Feel lost again...what is the reason this time?
Is bcos of tireness? loneliness? emptiness? heartbroken?
lost in who m I going to be in future... alone? success in my career? meeting the right guy? doen't know.

love is a lie...for me.
Love is damn far from me.
Lost about whether am I really don't need about men, or what? Men come, I run...is what i react to them...I m sick! I think... i m independent sometimes, i m anxoius abt love sometimes...who am i gonna to be? I m lost!

After 3 yrs being single, I am secured in this comfort zone, not hurt no pain...Not believe in love, men actually...haha...men are horrible when their love is fooling around on me...so I was away from good and bad men, somehow I still feeling lost!

Time flies...nothing will be remembered forever... time will make people forget, forgive...
Time will always a cure for heart break, doesn't it?
Time will ease the pain, this is what people always say to comfort a heart broken person.
So, let the time ease my pain & show me to the brighten path...clear my blue & sorrowness...
Lost again ...why?
Only me alone knew the reason.

Lost, hope not so long..life is short...so, dear, don't waste ur precious time for being lost! Never regret in anything u did...Always remind & encourage myself...

I m proud of being what i m...those experience are valuable for me...always appreciated...
Need to love myself much than try to please others...
be tough, be strong, be sentimental ...be passion !!! be loved!

I am ready, ready for another relationship!
I think I m better than before, in my future relationship...

God, pls always be there to me, to listen, to hint, to bless...before i m truthly fall in love again...
Sorry, I m not a good follower, but I m praying hard today for ur Love...Love me, like what i did...
Love... ...